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Monday, December 26, 2011

Christmas Week!


First of all,
HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! =D
Hope you all did have great one~ 



These two weeks were packed and hectic for me. The main reason could be working I guess because it has occupied three days of the week. Anyway, I think it is a good thing for me rather than staying at home and just doing only my things, earn some money for own use feels Great. Unfortunately, Working = Buying 
you know why? Because when you are working in the mall, you will be walking around, seeing more things, makes you consume more, especially during this festival season and mega sales period.
I have bought Christmas gifts for my family, exchange Christmas gift (makes me headache) and Chinese New Year apparel.



14th-16th Dec, Wed-Fri


3 days of work at Fitness First, Empire Gallery, lucky no more explosion huh? lol.
See the paper bag in my hand? Working makes you buy things.

20th Dec, Tuesday

Cina Gang finally get together in this special day of  HoneyKWei's Birthday!
I'm glad she had a brilliant birthday =)   <3

Happy birthday to three December babies! =)
Blueberry Mousse Yogurt Cake specially for them.
19th Dec & 21th Dec, Mon & Wed
22th Dec, Thurs





2 days at Celebrity Fitness, Pyramid. Cool yet boring~
Last call for this job. 

22th Dec, Thurs

Happy Solstice Day!
I had an awesome dinner with my family, our cook for that day is Mr. Lai. =)
Never the less, we ate tong yuen made by mum, sisters and me. Yum! =D

23th Dec, Fri
It was my eldest uncle's 80th year old birthday. Dad, sis & BIL and me went for the birthday dinner.
I felt extremely weird and uncomfortable! It's is so stressful in the atmosphere and I don't like it.
Not only sitting with some relatives that sis and me are not really know and not even talk to before.
The most strange thing was sitting behind the table of relatives that I don't know but they are around my age.
I should make a move to have conversation with them? But unfortunately I do not have enough brave to go ahead. They are all came back from overseas or studying overseas or even some of them are 'ang mo'. One of them was actually my childhood cousin? but we just don't talk now and I don't know why, perhaps status I don't know? People were asking you so are you going Australia to study? Or listening people saying who is going US, Denmark or wherever soon and stuff. Bla, bla, bla... I thought I was hard and confident enough to handle this situation but the stressful atmosphere will definitely brought you down. Actually I don't think of going overseas to study is so important? or so grand about?, or can earn more money? (so what?!, the world is going to end, everyone will be dying at the same time, money can save the world? Anyway, western countries are all in the debt crisis and having so many problem, China will be climbing on the head of other country. [Okay, just want to release. haha.]), just be yourself and know what you are doing or even family is more important than others (but I could not deal with my mum's problem, eventually neither-Failed.). Whatever, I just feel so strange! The feeling of does not exist in the family tree anymore, I have no one to talk to at my dad's side. So disappointed and emotional. T.T
When I'm home, I kept Haiz randomly almost every 15mins, the thing keep popping up in my mind and my heart feels really uneasy. My sister was asking why u keep on Haiz tell me what happen to you? So, I told her and I continue Haiz non-stop. Haha. She ask so you want to Haiz until when? I said tomorrow. =( haha. Because I know the next day I will be busy and will not have time to think about this anymore.
Anyway, I will meet them the most twice a year? I can handle that. Cheers. =)
I just want to go back my comfortable zone now! My Friendsssssss ='')

24th Dec, Sat
I look so fat and with my sweaty fringe. =(
I have woke up early in morning to help out my cousin sister's traditional wedding tea ceremony with my sister. Since she quite sayang me when I'm young, why not just help out if she needs. Been helping out from 7.30am to 3pm, it is tiring but it's fun. Happily, I can forget everything about the previous day. It is so much better to stay here even no cousin around but all my aunties is like my mummy so is okay, I feel so much secure with them. They are so cute and funny. Haha. And never the less, the food they cook! =D YuMMy~
Scrumptious food will never gone when the cook is either one of my aunt especially Hakka food. LOVE!  =)
I have experienced being a star for the travel time from Kota Kemuning-Cheras and back with jam because I sat Toyota Alphard. It is tremendously comfortable, the sound system is so nice, a good driver, the feeling of turbo and with the cold air-conditioning, I just feeling I'm like a star for that moment. Haha. Sorry for being so 'sakai' but the feeling is so great. I'm addicted! Can I buy a nice car and hire a driver in the future? Dreaming** haha..






When travel back to KK, I just can't resist take a rest in the car since I'm so tired.
Follow on, my sister couldn't bear with my comfortably sleeping like a pig and she took a rest too.
I remembered the funny scene is when my sis and me are awaken and look each other and smile. Hahaa!
The smile telling each other, it is so cozy to sleep. hahaa..

Kids nowadays really love to take picture, with many pose.
I asked him who teach you to pose with the peace sign?
He laugh until like so funny and turn around with a paiseh face.
SO FUNNY~HAHA.


At night, I headed to my sister and BIL house to have a Christmas Eve BBQ Party.
Dad made Lasagne and I made Konyaku jelly. 
My sister have put tonnes of effort for the food. The BBQ thing is all done by her, from buying, cleaning, cutting, marinating, cucuk into the bamboo stick, not only one type of chicken but mutton, beef, shrimp, pork. Every meat has different recipe of marinating.
In addition, she also did mashed potato, coleslaw, nuggets, and tropical citrus drink.   

Chicken Skewers

Coleslaw

Roasted Nuggets

Mashed Potato

Sandwich

My dad's Lasagne

Pork Skewers

Shrimp Skewers
Lots of variety






Gift Exchange




Dining table is full of food and presents. =)





hehe




My sis was trying to be a Santa Claus.

Lovely sisters. =) <3
Christmas gift from me to both of them.
Sis force my to wear the Christmas hat, ee, so ugly. =\

Classic flowery Apron for my che che. =D

=)


Chup!
Guess whose feet is this?

MY DAD
I did 'pedicure' for him with two snowman. =D
He said he wants gloss for nails so I chose a pearl shiny colour to apply on his toes nails.
When it's done, he said what you put this colour for me?! I said I want the transparent one~ LOL!
I just can't stop laughing~
hahahaha, it's so funny. So girly and weird.



Okay, looking forward cousin sister's wedding tomorrow
Chao! =)



Saturday, December 17, 2011

What would you do?



Where is the EMPATHY of human?
According to MYC (2011), "empathy is probably one of the least praised, least recognised virtues in life, yet it is one that would bring lasting happiness. After all, a person with empathy has the ability to be happy when others are happy."

That is so cruel! How can this happened?!
Capitalism is practiced most of the people now, this is the world happening now.
All about MONEY, MATERIALISTIC, COMPETITION, SELFISH.

We should always BALANCE. Between capitalism and socialism.
In a most simple example everyone can understand, balance your life by spending time with family or your friends/ your partner.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

..A d@y tat -ve stuff pop-out..

30/8

Yesterday i woke up around 11 something...
Went my sis toilet to wash up..and my sis saw me and

she laugh and said: why are you here..i thought you went to school..
i said:ur fault lor..dont want fetch me back..
she said:juz go mar..
i said:aiyor..ish..ergh..=.=* (holding the blanket...and cover her up) haha..

Afternoon,watched the repeat of american next top model cycle 9.
it is continouous for few episod..so i decided watch..since i didn't watch this cycle..
Night,dinner then watch tv.coz i wanna watch the lee chong wei at AEC 8.00pm..
feel so sad for him..T.T
don't worry..we will still support you to end...
After that,i went online,chat..(ask senghim abt the AGM result and aso congraz to cc)watch drama...until 12.30am..
thats what i done today...
Went my room and wanted to do some hw before sleep..
Abruptly,alot of thing pop-out from my mind...which is all negative..and makes me cry..T.T
i din want to..but it just drop and drop..and my brain keep on pop and pop..
i sudden feel that why am i so lousy..and im weak in everything..they always better than me..
im always the lousiest among my friends..im obtuse..
Consequently,im a Dolt.
Maybe,today i watched too much sad scene.like the lee chong wei,the drama, and so on..
erGh..T.T
i think i will be fine soon...
cheer up!!...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

U.n.t.i.t.l.e.d.

2weeks...2 WeEks..Is oVer..
i miss my hoLid@yzZz...i wan more.n.more
['dun dream gal']..
n miss my papa too..=\

Sunday.
daddy went bac to his wroking place agn.
it was a stressful day for me...
coz of school reopen and also the moral essay..
but unfortunately i only done 1..n tatz all...
and alot more stuff haven done..
n guess what..i forgot to wash my school shoe..ShiT..
n haven iron my uni...
The feeling of me. tomorrow school gonna reopen agn..
n i don't want to go...sienx..boring..

don't want study.don't want hw.don't want take result.don't want to see any teacher.

night..cant get to sleep early coz use to it sleep late in the holiday..

Monday..
de traffic was terrible..
lucky get into time.
assembly...
Zzz(=.=)zzZ
im sure u know wad i mean..
watt?!..
1st day of school no electricity.?!
....following..next....
exam papers........are.......
coming nearer & nearer to me..
.SpeechlesS.

Tuesday.
early in the morning.d first step i step out of d house.getting ready to wear my shoe.
the sky was like in the dismal mood..
gentle wind became stronger n stronger,the cloud was like passing by on top of my head.in 2 seC
it just gave me a strong feelings...
in 2 mins time it started to rain heavy n heavier..
went in de car.my uni was like dotsdots.skirt.
today the traffic was worst as yesterday..
blessed..d gate is stil open and no 'guard' there...
1st period was m0raL..wadde..
i really cant stand of the boredom..
i dun like her..she talk is like one kind..onE kind..
i cant and don't know how to describe it...
n den nothing much..

now is 4.46pm.
i w@nn@ have a nice nap.~
take care everyone~
tata with lovs~


wil be post abt summer splash soon..